you and me(:

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

love is...(: pltmates, bnj icecream, travelling up and down, and you&me.
i think i still can eat moremoremore bnj(: sshhhh. different hairstyles dont help camouflage me. haha. but luckehh right nasuha!(: i dont like the english project but i love my A380 ballehs(: okay now i want twilight too. damn i'm sleepy. thank giddy for thursdayyy. not having a phone can suckkk.

-yvonne.

ohmy ice cream really makes the world go round! and so does my beloved pltmates!

one of the best "outings" we have had! all the nonsense, debating to take 23 or 26 then end up missing the bus stop and walking to eunos mrt! then go all the way to pasir ris but queue so long change plan. haha guess our amazing brilliant plan din work huh! but compared to others i think we quite pro! never mind there is always next time yo!

so sad lah was planning on meeting sue-ann at novena but time clash so could not ):

but on the bright side yvonne din see anyone she din wanna see! haha sometimes i cant believe this kuku girl is actually my buddy. two years ago, i would not have believed that she was this person. but hey two years ago, WE were not as kuku ourselves. haha how time flies.. and by next yr! well like they always say enjoy life as it comes.

hmm this is a random post so everything i post is random thoughts!

i finally finished eclipse! ohman one week or so of twilight/new moon/eclipse has been so great. haha i have been so wrapped up in reading that haven really done much social interactions, by that meaning free times etc. but its so great! edwards is like wow. cant imagine a true person like that. well he is not a person i guess.. cant wait for the movie! plt outing! and no zura im not gonna let you have free entertainment and laugh while i cry k! im not gonna cry! or at least not gonna sit next to you so you can watch my face like game plan that time!

ooh maths hw has beeen ohsolovely! like this burning passion to do maths lah. me and melinda have been going ahead with hw by just doing the exercises in our notes. then when mr tan give it for hw we are free! haha

i want chocolate! the chocolate my aunt bought frm australia is gone!! ohmy haven eaten crunchie for dunno how many months ready! ok maybe one or two but still that bad considering i used to eat almost every week! hint hint anyone want to be my fairy godmother and make me happy? haha and yay sue-ann owes me a kit kat! come to cedar soon so i can claim GRANDMA XIONG MAO!

haha i think i might be sick of ice cream ready

nasuha

Sunday, April 27, 2008

hey haha i've been blogging quite regularyly now. thats probably cause i have more access to the comp with my father overseas. he is gonna be away for a month and only back like what the day before i leave for thailand. yeah man thailand! haha so excited (:

so yeah back frm my grandma house. my cousin got engaged today. haha and we were being all chaotic with our comments at the kitchen peaking here and there! but happy for her. finally lah there will be a wedding. next dec. luckily at least big fat O's will be over. ohman malay! hmm today at my grandma house so many funny things happened lah. teasing among cousins and of course funny comments like frm my cute grandma. nailah has like 10 hamsters(yes pity me!) then my grandma was like " So how are your monsters?" haha she said the rest in malay then she thought hamster in eng was monster! best lah!

sigh i cant wait for ms daphne to lend me eclipse tmr! yay im so addicted to it. zura lent me new moon on thu then i finished it that very day. stayed up till dunno what time but it was worth the lack of sleep! so yeah dun mind me if i ignore u tmr and maybe tue cause im too wrapped up in reading. haha can just hear jiamin getting irritated with me for not talking with them. well too bad blame my mum lah. i have been surrounded with books since i was in my mum's womb lah please!

oh no eng research project! and sel PBL. doomed i tell you! just doomed!

BEST!

nasuha

Saturday, April 26, 2008

i'm so proud of myself(: never before okayy! but somewhy noone else is as surprised. how come everyone knew i had it in me when i myself didnt? now i'm so motivated to do my best and make you proud(: buttttt i still havent really decided:/
ytd was a pretty unforgettably awesome day for so many reasons, right from when i woke up(: except that my phone went into coma again!D:
they showed the spongebobathon today!(:i wonder if eunice watched it tooo.
i likeeeee my pinkys(:
i realise 'i love you' doesnt come so easily for me now. humhum.
some ppl should learn to stop playing with somebody's feelings.
since you dont give a damn anymore, i dont think its any of your bloody business what i do with my life and time.
you two can be rather annoying but still, i love you. haiyo.
you made my day so lovelehh, yesterday and today too(: ILOVEYOU, hoho.
my dear cousins all coming tmr. which means NICEr than usual FOOD! yeah manssssss:D

-yvonne((:

Friday, April 25, 2008

hey what a week. haha everyday ppl come up and ask "eh u know or not? dun lie lah!" haha aiyah relax ppl u all ah like more afraid than the three of us!

but anyway its been quite ok, disappointments here and there. normal stuff basically. hmm ytd and today played badminton for pe. ytd wif rachel then today doubles with puay joo and yingjie. yup haha damn funny. rachel is pro and im not. seriously man im in love with that big coconut tree. the tree and i cant be separated! haha but the rest of the day was quite a drag. by ss i really tak boleh tahan ready. luckily mdm faridah could capture my interest a bit. sarah was off in another planet the whole day and jiamin was ready to join her too. melinda was worried and so i was alone to be interested in lessons.

shit lah i have so much on my mind that i dunno which to clear first. either ways im gonna be very busy during the weekend. oh and i have started feeling the stress for malay olevel wen i saw the hall wif the sec4s! ohno in just a few months! im gonna die for oral! globalisasi! hrr

why are people judgemental by nature? why do our differences stand out more than our commonalities? why do we see adulthood as freedom? socratic questioning. been doing it for eng. aiyoh so chaotic man our dicussions but ms siew said that our group is really in depth! haha melinda in depth! but i like it a lot. all the discussions and thinking high level questions(: haha

oklah im off. sue-ann is killing me with laughter! and my mum is gonna kill me if i dun go sleep!

nasuha(:

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Monday, April 21, 2008

whats wrong with you me her him them everyone? FISH la.

thankyou trisha i love you(:

-yvonne.

Saturday, April 19, 2008

haha XY factor!

ohmy i still cant believe the last lap is over. it feels so phew! but at the same time i guess i will miss the great times the three of us would be complaining and jiayouing each other everytime we see each other. now its just left for "judgement day". haha but surprisingly im not worried cause i believe that no matter who gets it we will all make a great team. its like once we joined together at the table things were flowing so easily it didnt feel tense. laughing abt and stuff. haha yup this is one great process!

hmm as for you i really believed it wen u called me that night to say sorry. something in me told me it was too good to be true but i believed you and never looked down upon u since last time. but to hear what u have been spreading, it makes me sad. not angry but disappointed. i know u wanted it badly but hey be happy for us at least. u talked abt not letting our friendship get affected that night. i have never let this affect the way i thought of u. but i dunno abt it now. why? thats all i want to know. why?? yvonne, please control yeah. i appreciate it all but seriously it wont do any good.

hmms haha ytd i was so drained that i came home and slept all the way to today morning. seriously! that i missed tuition and all. best nasuha! then today at 6.35 my mum woke me up. i thought it was just for me to go do my prayers but she came again and asked me if im still going. then i was like huh? go where? then i saw my no.4 starring at me. sigh NDP rehearsals. it was ok i guess. there was this gombak family day thingy so we trained at the army side. hmms i like todays contingent formation. hopefully it remains(: haha tsk tsk we saw someone yet again. this time wah best straight into our face. haha zura zura! eh nasuha the name looks so familiar! ahaha

hmms zura is sad. cause her birthday will be celebrated at bedok camp for rehearsals. nyeh nyeh! at least not as bad as last two years wat! oh man how time flies. what i would do to go back to that day and change it. but i noe i cant and somewhat that day always reminds us to treasure our specs and make them proud. "there are no tears in NCC"

ok i've got madrasah tmr. sigh then its back to sch again. another week. another cycle.

nasuha

Friday, April 18, 2008

i dont think my specs are working):
i miss so many things. dont you feel sth's changed? humhumhumhumhumhum. lets take a little trip back to the days of innocent joy and blissful ignorance. what a fatal mistake. i really dont know when we're leaving but maybe its too late.
thinking too much is tiring. is it really over now? please say yes.
what a selfish world we live in. i realise you're not as good as we make you out to be. do you really deserve it? i never thought you of all ppl would be so selfcentred. i dont think you get it, or ever will. maybe sometimes opening up isnt really the best option.
and you. ever heard of giving others a chance?i seriously think there are others who deserve it more than you do. seafood.

this is specially for you, LOSER. i just wanted to let you know that i think you are a bloody fished up ass who really doesnt deserve the position you hold. you dont go spoiling ppl's chances just cos you didnt get in. it simply means you dont even deserve the chance cos YOU SUCK. who would even support you la pls. HA. and right here, in the world wide web, i promise you, that if i hear anymore of this, i will break your nose and tear your mouth and that face you think is so pretty will be in bloody shreds. dont think i wont do it cos i've been feeling pretty wild lately. i dare you to make me do it. :)

wooh. i feel so drained now.
i want a hug. but i'll be content with poohpooh for now. ):
night.
-yvonne.

Thursday, April 17, 2008

i cant believe i was such a monkey today:/ i'm sorry for all the trouble caused and time and energy wasted. but abit the extra mamo dont you think. but nvm. omg all the hysteria! i think its damn funny that the two of us went missing. HAHA. i got mc for tmr and my mum is expecting me to use it la shit): hello fyi i CANNOT miss tmr's assembly. howhowsillycow! idiot goose):

whysoconfusingidontunderstandanythingatalllllll): all lessons with ramya are spent with us doodling or shaking with silent laughter the whole timeeee. its so damn fun(: but humhum.

sorry abt today, i'll talk tmr and we'll solve this, yeah?(: please lets. dont you want to?):

-yvonne
the tiniest of lies can get you into a whole big fishy mess:/

i hope i pray i wish. please?

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

CONGRATS to all the new heads and necks and hearts from infrared!(: esp esp to my dear A380 ballehs!!:D and of course to our wonderful moni too(: HAHA.

and to nasuha, (: we did it. TOGETHER. all twelve of us okayy(: just for you dudee. jiayous all the way:D

and you. i gave you one chance, and you blew it. maybe tmr i'll give you another, and thats it. watch out man. in case i just explode you should know you had it coming for awhile now. a longlonglong while. there's still more i would like to say right here right now, but maybe its better if its screamed out into your face. and if by any chance this has got anything to do with a certain someones i'm telling you now itself you can just go fly kite. see you tmr.

-yvonne.
omg you:/

hey just a quick note!

THANKS EVERYONE WHO HAS HELPED IN MY BUZZ@CANTEEN WHETER BY PERFORMING WITH ME OR BY YOUR MORAL SUPPORT! ALL YOUR ENCOURAGEMENTS WERE GREAT AND WAT I NEEDED!

TO EVERYONE SUPPORTING ME, I PROMISE I WONT LET YOU GUYS DOWN AND REALLY THANKS FOR BEING THERE WITH ME THROUGH THIS JOURNEY!

NASUHA(:

Monday, April 14, 2008

HELLO HELLO I DID IT I DID IT AND I DIDNT DIE I'M STILL HERE AND I SHOOK AND I DANCED AND I MADE FACES BUT I DID IT MANNNNNN!:D i think i should be proud of myself. what a great improvement huh(: i'm gladder its over than how it went though:/
and omgoosh our dance! i love doing it again and again and screaming semula and jiayou and laughing at all the bloopers and doing it all together and hearing our solid BANGs and the super coordinated wings yay i hope everything goes fineeeee(:
i got bio test on wed! haha choochao!(:
i'll eat like a pig and roll to you k. then you dont need waste your time sending me anywhere.

and for you, i dont know whats happening but right now, i dont give a damn. HAH. in your face dudeee.

yvonne(:
if you ain't here i just cant breathe.

Saturday, April 12, 2008

haha yeah man yvonne our blog is officially dead. heh haha if u hadnt blogged again yvonne, i doubt i would be making this effort too. its not wat lah like cant be bothered but wen u get on the comp all u can think abt is finishing that work of urs. so yeah

anyway life's been busy but wen is it ever not? thats why i've decided to stop complaining cause its just gonna get worse. hmm ytd had sports day which was oklah. after sports day was nicer though! haha cause ah i was doing prefect duty then yeah din get to be high etc. but had fun wif the sec3 peecees, estee and small joy. sorry estee u couldnt get ur way and make us use ccu! hmm oh then after that, our plt did our AHEM CHEER and then went to bishan! yeah j8 haha convinient lah. yeah to our usual place then ate, talked and we planned for my buzz@canteen performance. haha so kecoh man! 18 steps! haha then yvonne, dhaky and ashwiyni was practicing their cheerleading routine. oh and met redcross too. haha they got free entertainment!

yeah then today had NDP rehearsal at HQ. it was ok i guess though of course once we head to bedok camp it will start getting tiring. never mind cause got funny ppl to keep me happy!

haha ok im gonna go do my work. tmr whole day at my grandma's. but before that right,

to my beloved plt: thanks so much for sacrificing your time to help in the whole campaigning process! and yvonne, u wont throw my face lah! haha i chose u for a reason my dear buddy! oh and of course to my cookie monsters esp angeliene! thanks! but its now the beginning. here we go!

nasuha

take it slow now. s l o w w w w w.

i didnt know this place died.
yesterday was extremely ohmygiddy.
i'm sorry i left you alone.
i'm sorry i couldnt be bothered the second time.
i'm sorry i wasnt there.
anddd i'm sorry for the biggest disappointment of all.
and none of these sorrys are for anybody.
we'll do it next year, for all of you. we will we will. i'll make sure we will. i will. we will.
thankyou to hanan for your spikes.
thankyou to nasuha for everything. for doing what you did and saying what you said. and i'll reallyreally ~~try~~ do my best not to throw your face on monday(: but dont count on it.
thankyou to all ten of you who were cheering esp the two of us on even if you werent there. and for our AHEM cheer too(:
and thank you for keeping your mouth shut too. really thank you(:
bougai cheerleading was really the best. maybe i'll be a cheerleader next yr(: with my pinkyyy.

i've lost my ability to speak. goodnight.
yvonne.
ohyes. rmb to VOTE FOR NASUHA.(:
think of the past. i just might die:/ oh dear. but i'll do it, for you dudeee.(:
i still cant believe what happened. i'm sorry and its my freaking fault for being so stupid. and i'm so sorry for the great letdown. but THANKYOU to you sweetheart, for just being you(:ily.